I have been good.

Having sore throat recently, cells in my body are releasing heat, they are naughty enough to make me suffer. Anyway I like their naughtiness. More of that, strong emotions are concerned and I've lost control. There's no rules of behaviour, I don't behave as the Angeline you knew. Smile and laugh all the while, who you may think her smile is sweet and you're being attracted. Human do have feelings, feelings are wet, and they scald your face as how memories do to your heart. Then, it spread all over your body and brain and hands. After all there's a storm and the weather getting so cold. You can't even cover up with 3blankets. Imagine, hot and cold exists together that makes you feel helpless.
I've gotta tell myself, "There're still many people concerning you outside your world. Keep your only tree nicely and look up at the sky."