什么才叫挚爱?

The Love from a mother, who is noble and beloved! :D

Oh I didn't expect her to do this so I was surprise by her hehe Thank kiu mami~

And my grandfather, for doting me for that much. I love him too!

突然然发现自己一点儿也不了解你。

翻阅你的过往只让我觉得,嗯...

你的真心太多.对谁都一样.

方式一样.

在我之前也一样.

只不过，我是后来你说比较爱的那位小姐。没有什么大不了的。

等到了你的下一个后， 你也会同样付出"真心",去对她好,

去争取她的爱,

和大家的感情.然后,

你会放开。

原来， 你的挽回不过是为了放开。   我了解了。

你同样的觉得累，

同样的觉得她能改变你的心情。

同样的回想她。信息里会放一个笑脸，

因为自己觉得快乐。

一样说过你会等待。

一样说着对不起。

然后逃开。

一样。

当我发现那时的我，

安慰正在伤心的你。而现在，

我变成了一个过去。你的过去。

还是一样，

我看到的是对不起。还有一句：

骗你只是希望你明白。(什么道理)

嗯，还有谢谢了。

要，我要祝福你。

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从此不见了。我要记得的是，

它不存在了。不会了。

太多了让人看了眼花缭乱。

你也不懂我。

I have been good.

Having sore throat recently, cells in my body are releasing heat, they are naughty enough to make me suffer. Anyway I like their naughtiness. More of that, strong emotions are concerned and I've lost control. There's no rules of behaviour, I don't behave as the Angeline you knew. Smile and laugh all the while, who you may think her smile is sweet and you're being attracted. Human do have feelings, feelings are wet, and they scald your face as how memories do to your heart. Then, it spread all over your body and brain and hands. After all there's a storm and the weather getting so cold. You can't even cover up with 3blankets. Imagine, hot and cold exists together that makes you feel helpless.
I've gotta tell myself, "There're still many people concerning you outside your world. Keep your only tree nicely and look up at the sky."

Trust, and even Faith.

You felt insecured because you do not have faith in others and you do not trust in them. Anyway, I can still rest assured in the hand of God 'cause I always trust in Him and believe that He has a plan for me for whatever I do. He puts me in the toughest test and so I could gone through it with a broken heart. Thus a new, fresh thought and mind will I received from Him.That's ever great!

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Once again,when I look back into our 'memories',I wondered in which position should I be when I was reading those things.

一年来的感情怎么过了，
我们还是那么的热情，
我想了想了还是怎么啊想不到，
为什么我会，oh yeah
爱上你~呀~
... 也许这个是上天默默地~安排，
让我们不知不觉地~走下去，
我以为你会离着我而去，
但是你却选择陪我，
一直陪着我到如今。
baby baby baby oh baby baby oh baby
我有什么特点能让你那么的爱我，
我越来越爱你，
但却不懂表明，
你让我无法不在继续爱你。
Dear this for you^^ 

Sometimes, I just wonder should I take it serious or? or it was just some wordings.

有些话你不说,但是我知道♥
有些话就算你说很小声,偷偷说,我也听到;
有些话你没有说,我却明了. :)

Sometimes, I knew you just don't get it and think that I do not appreciate what you've done for me. And seriously you expected me to repay you, and be nice to me 'cause you want something back from me. And you think that is so called "LOVe". Small heart! You hurt me.

Skyscraper!

Super nice lar this song! 'Do you do you do you really have to make me feel like this?' 

Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching teardrops in my hands
Only silence, as it's ending, like we never had a chance.
Do you have to make me feel like there's nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper

As the smoke clears
I awaken and untangle you from me
Would it make you feel better to watch me while I bleed
All my windows still are broken but I'm standing on my feet
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/d/demi_lovato/skyscraper.html ]
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper

Go run run run I'm gonna stay right here
Watch you disappear yeah
Go run run run yeah it's a long way down
But I'm closer to the clouds up here

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Ohh
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

Jason Chen(Cover)

Yea I like him! Lol.

So far so good, my freinds.

ah since when I lost the feeling of blogging =( 

I have nothing special to share as days go on like :schooling,stay back,sleep eat then homework...when I finished my hwk was like,'ahh late alrdy go to sleep ba....'. Lol.

Brother came back last week and had a magic performance during hsm Interact installation. Ah I met quite a number of various friends there, I was so happy especially meet with those secondary's school frens and juniors. Too bad didnt take a picture with them,sob=| 

Ohh oh oh form6 is quite fun! Truely speaking yea! We've done 3accessment for Bio soo fast huhXD

I only know that during these periods we went in and out looking for plants,flowers animal and insects for practical and acs! Not bad ya quite fun. 

That was our first acs Flame of The Florest haha! We went all the way to convent school to plucked it! Lol.

The second acs,we have to observe the plant and insect and animals. haha. kay this is not interesting,the more interesting story is........

SEE!!! The naughty snail of my friend ate up his paper!! Haha freaking cute OK!!!

So far so good for it,but not for the test lar don't ever asked me how izzit.=(( sad lor,but anyway I have to be more hardworking lar,sick-ed during test wth! The coming acs will be the preservation woohoo!! 

Also,I drew this for my babe cause I think that this organism is soo cute and I 100% believe that she wouldnt know wat is that for the whole life XD

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Fyi,Our mice hd gave birth to 9bbs but there are 7 or 8 left now. :'( Weep for it! Many friends asked me this question :'The rat so cute you 忍心meh???' Then my anser would be this!! "Sorry hor,they are meant to be killed they are so ugly." haha,don't comment that I'm a cruel person kay as we have to dissect them only sooner or later that matter.=="

Besides all this biology thingy,I felt nothing else is more interesting than this! Find it?! Throughout these period I mixed well with my classmates very very well and I'm happy and satisfied for it! What else more can I ask for?? I love you ,I love you,And you also.=) 

P/s: Don't you miss me?(∩_∩)

零

女生不懂，当女生一句话让男生沉默的时候，男生不是生气，而是深深的受伤

女生不懂，当看到男生一直快乐时，不是男生没有痛苦，而是全部埋在心底

女生不懂，当女生为男生付出的时候，男生不是看不见，而是不善于表达

女生不懂，当男生挑剔女生不好的时候，在别人面前却夸的如天仙一般

女生不懂，当男生转身的时候，女生看不到男生眼底的悲伤和心理的泪和血

女生不懂，当男生失意的时候，永远是孤独的喝着酒

女生不懂，当男生在坚强的外表下，有时候是一颗异常脆弱的心

女生不懂，当男生悲伤的时候，永远不会骂女生，是因为男生还深深的爱着她

女生不懂，当女生痛苦的时候，男生的心痛永远不会比女生少

女生不懂，当男生离开的时候，并不代表他不爱她，而是不想浪费她的青春和感情

女生不懂，当男生选择成为过客的时候，男生的心中永远刻着女生的名

女生不懂，当男生装傻的时候，不是忘记，而是在想如何给女生一个惊喜

女生不懂，当男生生气的时候，不是因为不能承受女生的无理取闹，而是因为被女生的话深深地伤害

如果一个男生真的爱一个女生，他的许多都是女生不懂得，男生对女生的尊重和爱也不会比女生付出的少，因为男生承受的东西本就很多，男生的心不会比女生坚强，因为女生可以发泄，而男生却只能压在心底……

：这一堆话，是导致你现在结果的原因所以，不要埋怨了。

This is how i feel now,'what's happening and why it occured?'

The flowers dried, I could smell the fragrance of it. It last or it dies?

LLLLLL

 That day I missed someone so I did this wrote this and send this to her,>< 

Heheheeee!!

 

You've got to know how I hate when she's moo~~dy in a bad mode. Awfully hate!

So I thought to let her calm down by not replying any msg =(

A day after ...malas nak layan larh but still as a FRIEND and as what I've been used to do, during schooling days, I drew this and wrote this and mms to her!! 

"Just want you to smile,I wonder my power still working."

"Still works."

Luckily ....xD

 And I felt I should give her more L.O.V.E as possible so I searched &posted this on her wall,

and I want her to know so that she loves me like that too! XP

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Another I. matter,hahaha. This is a rose that means everything to me. =)

Ahhhh!! Found this type of flower which I lfond of in the school I'm currently studying!

High School Muar, outside de toilet. ><

 Next time anytime,you(whoever) can give me this flower haha& I will give you a hug!

Recently,quite fond of DANBO which has a boxxy head. ：口

Wanna share few pictures with you all nah see see see...

This picture below is a very funny one! I love it!

 Nenek moyang ehkk!!

I wished I could sit on it and be your princess my dear~

I have many friends around me,they make me happy. ;D

 Tze used to buy donuts from Malacca,one for me and one for herself haha!

 He had his mask and it was like SHIT,black black, he said.

I'm in love with you and I Love You,<3!

May day

 Lai lai lai,catch up with me at here!! Some pictures on Teacher's day are taken,there are many character captured but sorrie,not the teachers.=P

 She's Elaine,Elaine Tan you know! Partner in form6!

 Elaine and Zoe,Zoe! 

Us outside toilet,ahahaha.

 >.<

 AhaH! My beloved! Sorry my 'J' tobalik alrdy hhahaha!!!

Guy of the name,'T.J'! (ah ken)

 Hahahaa Willie Elaine and I. Camwhoring hehheeeehehe

 

Hot girls,memang larh!

SeXy that last!

Annnnnnd,realized that my hair is getting longer and longer! Soon will whip my hair in front of you. hiak!

whence silent occurs

啊今天到了。看见你开心，我就开心。羡慕吃醋这些都不必再想了。我也要开课了，要狠毒的吃,狠毒的睡,狠毒的啃书,狠毒的风流，就是要狠毒我的过日子了。不知道你有没有留些什么时间给我，不过似乎也不怎么重要了，你好好过日子就好。=)

一点点那么珍贵，一点点的事物才是最令人怀念的吧。我好喜欢你，好喜欢你，还有好喜欢你。=)虽然“人事已非”不过，哈哈， 

喜欢是没有时限的!! :D

ahhh this is so cute! Suits you.xD

生日快乐健健康康快快乐乐。

 Today is your day :)

Toooooday 30th Ap

Makluman.

• Anda membuat semakan menggunakan No Kad pengenalan 931016016644

Harap maaf, anda tidak berjaya. Sekiranya ingin membuat rayuan sila klik butang YA di bawah. Rayuan boleh dibuat sebelum atau pada 13 Mei 2011. Bahagian Matrikulasi, KPM hanya mengguna pakai rayuan yang dilakukan secara dalam talian. Nama ANGELINE NG WEI YI No Kad Pengenalan       ------------

Oooooops! This was the result I've got! So that means I have to spend my time with my lovely friends in f6 already. :D

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What my grandfather did to me are all appreciated,he loves me a lot,ofcoz he loves all his grandchildren! He's around 80 already and still loves to buy us breakfast lunch or kueh for us! He bought Mi hun kueh for me this afternoon and I needn't to cook/ have maggie again. :D

Heated up and added chilie paddyXD

Latest news!! I fell sick after having a "one-day trip" with friends. Started emo-ing in the car  on the way back to muar and get angry with my ex-lover HAHAHA!!! Anyways,I'll take good care of myself. Know why? 'cause I have a pretty face and hot slimy shapely body WAhaha!! I have to keep myself in a healthy state so that I get to go Malacca with beauties. I'll drink more packets of  "何人可凉茶" and get MORE sleep HAHAH to get well soon! [No one will ask me to do that.] sob!

=I will love myself more than you can!=

p,s: For only those who knew my barmy character knows "I am actually LACking of love" ♥

Lovey dovey!

~♥   28.April.2011

-Hong Yang 

-Yong Jia 

-Teck Jian 

-Tze Chiun 

-Angeline

Ahhh no photos taken before we left for Tze Chiun. (Not for Malacca :P) So sad.

My day started like this :

Woke up early in the morning at 6:05a.m. 'cause I had to go to my primary school with mummy. Aw.

Started sneezing and felt so sleepy. But for the journey I must bear with it!

Off I had 1+1/2 packet of Zhui Kue and Milo in school. Hong Yang came to pick me up at about 8:15a.m and we realized we had to rush for the bus,hahaz. Despite the passengers in bus, we chit-chatted and had many jokes like nothing that matter. :D One amusing happening was when I wondered if Ms.Neo,our former class teacher, had changed her contact number,the boys suggested to try and sms her. Gud luck,she didn't change her phone number! She then asked us how's our spm result and Yj's reaction was like 'OMGGGG why she ask  about this!!!!!!'. ==" We laughed over it and I let him reply her. 

He typed,“还不错。。。在等Form6!老师还在教书吗？我们很想你。。。”

But the msg turned like this when I 'accidently' sent it while we were making fun with Tj,

“还不错。。。在等form6！德健很想你。。。永佳在读心理学。”

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20minutes later she replied,

“这是你手机号码？叫德健联络我。永佳在哪里读心理学？”

Wahahaha!! So,our dearest Tj,that was an order to you,contact teacher when you're free okay HAHA! [fantastic sabotage]

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Okay,let's continue our journey in Malacca with the new sotong baby - Tze Chiun. ;P

5 of us had a great kick for our day in Old Town!

The first-served food!

Boy who'd starved the whole morning.

Ow ow ow ow the couple of the day.

Look at his red juicy lips heihei

He has a pair of inner-double-fold eye lips.><

Yj's roti bakar and half-boiled eggs.  

Taking picture together is a m.u.s.t. =)

Real cool guy!

Yea-yea-yea-yea-yeah

Habis makan pagi,heading to cinema for 'Roommate'!! The psychologically movie!

You can view the plot by clicking this The_Roommate.

Hmm..The beginning of the story was quite boring and I almost fell asleep! Although we were afraid of watching ghost movie,but frankly speaking I can see everyone was looking forward for it. XD But at last the plot was disappointing as it didn't have an exciting climax. T___T 

                                                 

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In the car.....

Teerdengggg!!!!!!

Don't you feel his face is really cute or cubby tho he consider thinest among the boys??

Our dearessst friend who drove us around=))

Took a picture of myself and you can see Tj was always in the scene.xD

Again heeheeheee

 'm trying to take a picture of Hy but too bad his face was blocked by the seat belt.(=o=)

 They made the correct decision whether to go left or right on the road,hahah.

Everyone screamed while she was driving,wth.

Uuuups! No one was captured!

Comm'n look here.

hah we like to do this kind of thing. :P

Credits to Yong Jia!x)

 Here's another story for you,

We,3of the guys and I were chatting in the bus. Hong Yang brought out a question,“我不懂为什么我会突然长这么高！” Then we started discussing this topic in the bus! 

First of all,you know lar boys usually grow slower than girls. This is absolutely a true statement as I can proudly say I was taller than them,the boys,during primary school time. HAHAHAHA. So,I just kept quiet and listened to them. Jason Lim,Shao Bin,Yu Xuan Xu Kai Hong Fu Xiang Ting ....ect were mentioned haha! [No offence kay=)]

Then I told them,“等下我们一人站一边围着紫郡。”haha they then imagined and kept laughing. [we were just playing around don't get angry kei hehee!]  And below was the result of our naughtiness!!

Whoaaaaa!!

Tell ya a secret,the boys' height were around hers when they were in primary school!

Dedication to Tze,

I'll still be friend with you 'coz you're cute in your size=DDD

After movie we had lunch in Nando's.

 Thanks to Tze,she helped me to do that as I was afraid I'd messed the dish!

She felt she was like my bf helping me doing that,haha. I should be proud and thankful rght..??:D

Yj,Hy and Tj's food!

郡

 "君"字+个"耳"朵旁

me me me me me....

He didn't take his dinner=(

 一个人的浪漫。

 Thank Tze & her dad for the dinner! We appreciate loads as Teck Jian who was not hungry initially ate a lot that night,xD Hong Yang I think he enjoyed the meal too and I ofcoz I enjoyed 99 also!