So niceee.

Went to below lady's house 

and she opened a packet of Rocky 

we used to have 

during recess 

in school.

=) 

               

same position and the way we smile. =D

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My heart was deeply touched by their story.

They had found their true l.o.v.e

after so many decad of years seperated by wars.

They are blessed and believe that

We. Will. Too. =)

It might be true sometimes.

In fact we always got stuck in the past。

Ow gosh,he didn't contact me. 

You will never tell a person you miss him/her badly when you guys are in different position.

Hanging out in Sanga.

A this >>>for you in this post. =D

 This is us in Sanga.

 I personally like this picture very much because I felt
my lips were so juicyyy. XOXO

 Akay,first time taking picture with Wei Hoe.=)

I can remember how I disliked him in the beginning of knowing this person.

Hm,maybe I'm the bad-hearted one at first,XP

Girls always stand at the rugi side.x|

 Let us stop here and never end our story,stay healthy and happy and 

keep in touch always!

     

New baby!

Just wanna thank you to let me have it! 

I love that traveling feel,at first I thought that was Hygiene chopsticks,haha! x|

As I commented it was very very nice,you asked me to take it.

Though it was not a branded thingy or high Quality pencils,

but I still like it. Aww!

I had decided to put it in my pinkish bag and bring it wherever I go.

I appreciate everyone everything around me,how about you? =)

Be cool.

Went out with Serene and met some friends.=)

They mentioned and ofcourse reminded me the day which result coming out today.

I don't have any nervous feeling yet at this moment,=P

Eh it doesn't mean that I have confident and am confident.

Just heard that my primary's school friend got Top8 in Malaysia, whoo!!

He is really a brilliant boy,excellent student!

He's already at national level you see.(O.o)

Anyway,I think my papa has already mentally prepared  for my result

because he tells me, accept whatever the result is. =P

Although throughout the years of secondary my result was considered average,sometimes even bad,

I did not give up or even abandon myself!

I want to make my parents to be Proud of me too!

I always tell myself that 

"I know I'm weak, and I believe that God will come to save me."

I seek Him whenever I need Him or whenever I'm feeling weak/tired.

And I knew He will never ever leave or away from me. 

So...Blessed am  I the child of God Jesus!=)

Wonderful Saturday&Sunday

Zen Cafe~

Yea again we had loads of fun in Zen cafe for dinner.

Some pictures taken and do enjoy it~

 

Some NG pics that I don't want to upload in fb xD

We~

The girl who's showing off her tongue was Serene,she came back from NS one week ago and let's welcome her back to S.A.Youths!!  Then beside her is Me,Jesslyn,Daniel and Albert!

 

Funny faces,what they wanna tell by their expression??

So shy meh..

Fantabuloous!

 

Fantabulous!! We are awesome.

Although we are not professional guitarist, drummer, keyboard player or singer,

but we are children of God! 

The reason that always makes us proud.

It's good to gather in the name of Jesus and worship Him.

Well.....

We are suppposed to practice a song for Ester that nght, somehow this kind of situation disappointed me.

Radio was not there caused us couldn't listen to the songs and wrong adapter brought.

Incomplete. 

I felt there's no commitment at all. No responsibility. No peace. And ofcourse, No Joy.

I did not scold because I knew I have wrong too. [too much& high expectation?=( ]

If possible I would like to SHOUT OUT loud as what I used to do when I get angry usually.

But at that moment, I would not want anyone to HATE me just because I shout at them.=(

What should I do then? Co-operate with me if you want things to be done perfectly and,

If you don like the way I talk or what I say,just tell me.

And I believe you guys knew my temper and character,

I joke often but it doesn't mean that I'm not serious At alL.

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 Sunday,20-3-11

We had our meeting for Way of The Cross play.

No matter how,I somewhat felt that we're unable to handle this Holy matter on our own,

I am and we are still immature to direct this play,who can help??=)

I pray for Peace in our meeting,simply because we are belong to different apostolate?

No,because we all have different thinking,I just hope that we could achieve the same objective.

Praise the Lord. +

After meeting,few of us went to ahden's house to practice for the songs.

Aunty uncle treated us Asam fish for lunch haha!!

Before starting!!

 

 

 

 

Serene,talking on the phone with her papa.

 

 

We had a photo session with Mr.Monster in band room!

What did you see from the picture?xD

We were emo-ing with Mr Monster!

Left "Do you want to eat chocolate??"

Right "What are you thinking about??"

 

Ah Grace posing with it,scary monster!

Haha,I think that's all for today. I'll post Irene's birthday cake's picture here later on!

Love ya <3

All. About. Love.

Have you ever stand in front of the mirror,look into it and ask the person in it,

"Old friend,what are you looking for?".

I saw this question in a novel,and it kept playing in my mind.

I had started to think over and over again,trying to find for an answer that satisfied me.

Eventually it came to a blank. 

As I got no no modal answer for myself,I began to be down,emotional and down again... 

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Finished sms-ing,there is a list of friends with different stories behind. Yea,they painted bright and dark colours for me.=)

This was the sweet which she used to buy and we share it. It represented Happy.

 Flash back...

We were having our PMR examination in the year 2008. 

Fyi I had no time to countdown for my B'day and even think of how to celebrate it beeecause.....

I had to sit for Chinese papers on my 15 years old birthday.

Eventually friends called me the day before 16 Oct 09 and told me they had planned to go back after paper1.

You know,there was 1-2 hours break for candidates to prepare themselves for BC paper2. 

My reaction when I heard them going back and I had nowhere to go after ppr1 was like :

"WTH are you kidding me? Who can I follow then? What should I do within these few hours!!?"

I still remember I replied Xin bei in the phone when I knew they're going back masing-masing.

Then,this Xin Bei asked me,

"Why don't you teach me chinese grammar during the break? Then both of us stay in school together?"

"Ok then." I replied.

The next day after paper1,finally when everyone went back to bath or study at home,

suddenly I saw these little naughties = Tze Chiun,Kai Rou,Kylie and Yong Tong!

Tze Chiun brought a cake to me,they lighted the candles and sang a song to me. <3

I was really touched and felt.....another kind of touched feeling.

"You guys had CHEATED me man!! So bad! :P"

And she, Tze Chiun, brought me aside and passed this to me,

she said she didn't have anything to give me but this which was made by herself.

She didn't want anyone of my friends to see it because it was not any valueless gift.

How cute she was,how pain my heart was.(but I just kept silent.)

Ya,it might not be an exp present or a branded purse i want,but what do you know about that!?

It's a very small simple gift,but I did kept it in my cupboard and I can still smell the wax.

B'day present,2008.

A love letter.

B'day present,2009.

Something about us.

Yea,something happened coz we were not strong and didn't have enough faith.

At. Last.

On the very last day of schooling,I regretted being an evil,I was not an angel who I wished to be.

I knew it,when people interrupted,I used to against it.

What am I caring for? People did many things in front and behind of us,we didn't know a single.

They have many faces,don't you know that?

They came to me and now,see what they have done.

My spirit sank rapidly,and I couldn't play it cool.

I wanted to take back everything,every part of our memories.

Let's start with a Z.E.R.O.

Warm letter in the bottle.

 Struggled in a contradictory situation with him. 

I thought I'll be the one,but unfortunately I'm Not.

Yea,I had set us free.

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I would not want to talk much about it,but to share my souvenirs here.

I felt sweeet during that time.  No pressure.

We tended to keep it in low-profile but we seemed failed.

Haha!! 

 

My honey~ 

I bought it from Sabah,each of us took one.=)

This is a very cute de Miney,was from HK. Unfortunately I had lost it.

I dropped it at donno where already and I was extremely sad.

The hp bag also. I dropped it,it was given by my cousin.=((

Extremely. Sad.

Visiting in Malacca ;D

Hahah! Had a visiting in Malacca uncle Mok's place with my family on Wednesday.

Uncle Mok is my grandfather's cousin,he owns a Black glutinous rice farm. 

Other than that,he rears ducks and dogs and... 

one animal that we hardly see it in town! Don't be surprise k.=D

The duck,can I find doug here?xD

Black glutinous rice farm.

Hammock...

Yea,its name is TONY.

  

Its name is Tony,it is a Catholic wild boar.

Now,let me tell you the story behind.

Dear Tony was adapted when it was only a 5months piglet. 

Tony's mum was killed by a hunter at that time,then it was brought back home by my uncle's son.

Auntie then brought Tony to church(if not mistaken) and was BAPTISED by a sister,and was given the name,"TONY".

It's already 5years old now,Uncle Mok dare not kill Tony though it's fat and eventho its meat might be delicious because it was baptizeD! xDDD  

Tony fat boy~

Auntie's family members

After visiting we went to Jonker walk for Chicken rice. 

After meal

My grandpa gave Irene the change of that meal,RM20!

As good child,even good grandchildren,you know lar,we use to reject accepting money given by grandpa.>o<

Then...situation below happened when my grandpa gave her the money!

 Grandpa: nah,you can keep the change. :o

 Irene:    (Look at the money,look at grandpa) No no noo,no need lar,you take back..xP

 Grandpa: Take lar take lar...use this money to buy food in school..

 Irene:    no need,I got moneyy..

 suddenly, 

 Me:      Ahh come come come,I take I take,give me.=P

 Irene:    eh I want it.

(We Laughed together!)

The last few pieces of meat were eaten by mey,=DD

Bought it using my Irene's money!! HAha!

 We actually bought three pair coz 3 for 10.

Each sisters one pair,FAIR~

Saw this attire in magazine,awesome! And I wish I can buy and wonder if it suis me. xD

 Shall end here,going to boutique with Godma in awhile more,go makan lunch dy! :D

FAMILY

FAMILY,capital letters in large font,what else you want?!

Yes! Something usually can be found in my house.

6mouth&12 hands,6 pairs of forks and spoon,but....

There will be MORE THAN 6 stomachs at that time! Only at that time.

 

Ikan Bakar bought by kokor when he last came back...

Irene's woodo doll made by her friend,very cute lar~

Hmmm

That's a scout woodo doll,so cute lar her friend. 

I also want one,Tze chiun,make one princess for meee...XDD

Life on the Edge^^

Life on the Edge^^

My Monday;D

YEAH!! FINALLY! Just found out the reason why I can't compose my post,ish shitty blogspot settings made me frust. And,I don't need to edit my post so xin ku untill 3am already,go go brother!

Done nothing special today,went for lesson and went to fetch sister,Irene,from Chung Hwa High School. 

Oh yea,

"Mummy,now you may rest easy because my driving skill is NOT as bad as you thought, right? " =D

Went for my 2nd driving lesson yesterday,realized that I'm not ready yet to drive a car,still blur-ing and don't know why I felt nervous once entering Maharani. Uncle who taught me to drive was so kind. Getting more embarrassed after making mistakes but he didn't scold me or shout at me. In addition he taught me the principles of life.

"It's all coming back to me,bayyyb."

Just wondering what had happened to me so far, in this year and friends around me. I flirted,searching for something new and fresh,exciting and interesting. Eventually matters came to be so contradictory. 

I don't need to choose or make a decision,do I? No,you don't.=)

Oh ya,wanted to talk about my sweet memories with my bro&sis in Christ who are in Kluang.

All of them are awesome,aren't they? When I'm lost in my world I thought of them,by those sweet memories,my wounds are cured.

A Holy Saturday in Kluang!

Hello dear bro&sis,I went to Oasis central,Kluang today! We started our journey at 6a.m. and reached there about 8+a.m..

Fyi,this is a central on the hill besides Convent school!

And and,this is a memorable,remarkable and awesome place for Jess and I. 

Because(if not wrong),we had our first camp here,and we brought loads of sweet memories back to Muar. Even when I met with my Kluang's friends in the other camp,we shed tears in the last day of camp. Anyway,this is not only a place where I'd found sincere friends,but also my soul and spirit.

God knows any languages and the world knows HIM!

Yea,here's a verse to share with you.

Matthew 8:26

And He saith unto them, Why are ye fearful, O ye of little faith? 

Then He arose,and rebuked the winds and the sea; and there was a great calm.

Father Ryan,who was the speaker of the seminar,told us,

"Don't thought that I'm weak,I'm pain,I'm dying,

I'm going,

going..

going...

   going."

But,remember,that Jesus is with us!

Are you fear? No matter you're the fastest one,slowest one,or the lazy one who rows the boat,

We're in the same boat. Jesus is there,always go back to Christ.=)

Though it's dark there,but you can see the words,"HOLY BIBLE".

Owwh,BIBLE??

My first pic today,we're supposed to have silent time. xS

Ahh so sexay in front of me!

Look,temptations!!/(She was sms-ing Jesus for the answer.)

 

Quite like this one..

See,I'm so rajin and faithful,xP

 

His side look was pretty handsome.=)

See what he did during our silent time!!?

I close your eyes...and you can see a better day.xD

Lady-look vs Cool look

Wanna hug him actually ;P

Soo sad,Dead frog in the 'long kang'. x(

Rofance and I.

With den's sister,Grace mei mei.^^
Lastly,Fr Ryan hit our worrieness. 

"Our group is getting smaller,do not worry,just continue to be faithful.Because Jesus said,when two or three are gathered in my name,I'm always be with you." 

Ya...that's all for today. Though it's a lit bit...bored...for us....but we still can tahan!We like to stick to each other to have fun!=)Good night readers,hope you enjoy our photos and ofcoz,the words of God!~