Complicated.

时间可以抹去很多伤口，
却带不走想爱而不能爱的遗憾♥ - H. L. Choeng

Quoted a friend's saying just because it tells out my feelings.
I hadn't felt that kind of pain until the day I told him that we can only become friends.

No, it didn't mean that I had no feelings. It's just that I have to protect you from being hurt deeply in the future.
But,no matter what I'd done,you would never knew until you met other girls or watever situation later.